When you wonder what to do with your kids during school holidays, it means they are able to go to school, when they have stuff lying all over, it means that they are at home able to enjoy those things. Certainly before Bianca became sick, life was pretty hectic. We were always rushing from one thing to another, one moment to another.
This journey has taught us to slow down and not get frustrated when we don't always manage the house work, the tidying and cleaning as well as we can. This journey has taught us to enjoy every moment we have with our children, because the only certainty in this game is "now". After all, "yesterday is gone and will never be back, tomorrow may never arrive, but today is a gift, that's why they call it the present".
And Bianca, my brave and courageous little girl, whilst we don't quite know when, the opportunity will come that you too will be able to go to school, have friends, spend carefree moments at home during school holidays. And I won't complain if you did make a mess, because I would find comfort that at least you would be home and not stuck in a lonely, isolated hospital room.